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Bishie
13 February 2012 @ 09:52 am

Alright so- in the final stretch!! I am 35 weeks pregnant and the term is considered at 37...which means as of the 23rd and on my little girl could be born at any moment o.o. Well technically, she could be born now...I really hope not! I'm traveling to Clayton this weekend for my baby shower so I really hope she doesn't plan to come sooner rather than later. I do plan to have the car seat and baby stuff packed just in case. I figure the more I prepare the less likely something will happen ^_^

Still really hoping for a leap day baby- that would be pretty awesome! But I had a mommy instinct surge last night that tells me she will be born early March...like the 3rd or 4th. Let's see if there is any stake in that XD

 
 
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Bishie
10 August 2011 @ 11:05 am
For those who don't know. I am incubating a chestburster. It is estimated to painfully burst from my body in the middle of March.
 
 
Bishie
18 July 2011 @ 10:28 am
*NOTE* This is not aimed at anyone or any situation in particular.

I feel it has to re-iterated that we are all adults now. And as adults we should know there are two sides to every story. And when something goes wrong it should be discussed and worked thru as adults to come to an understanding. When you assume you have been wronged and never get the other side of the story then that is when DRAMA starts. That is the high school way of thinking about it. I don't hang out with any high schoolers so I wonder why I see all this drama around me.

And as I know there are two sides to every story- I stay friends with everyone involved and never pick sides. Because things are never that black and white. Somehow this puts me into the middle of drama. WTH world?

 
 
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Bishie
11 July 2011 @ 10:39 am
Filled with lots of hope and lots of fear. But I guess that is how everyone looks towards the future.
 
 
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Bishie
17 June 2011 @ 08:54 am
It took 8 years just to realize
No one looks when we say goodbye
Dying just to survive
It feels like the first time
All the things that you set aside
All the friends that you leave behind
Just so the curtain will rise and it feels like the first time
Take this heart it's ticking like a cheap clock
I need you to believe in me until theres nothing left of us
I need you to believe in me
Oh my god
We were under the skyline
Through the sirens and flashing lights
You told me "its no use to try anymore
Does it mean that much to you"
At that moment when time stops
All at once, see, the pressure drops
Way in the back of my teeth i knew
That we all could make it
Take this heart, it's ticking like a time bomb
And I'm not running any more!
I'll stand to face it all!
I'll fight for every breath until there's nothing left of us
I need you to believe in me
Oh my god
And I'm not running any more!
I'll stand to face it all!
I'll fight for every breath until theres nothing left of us!
I need you to believe in me
Till there's nothing left of us
I need you to believe!
I need you to believe!